They say
the living-dead are zombies;
some say
Jesus Christ is a zombie
because he rose
from the dead living.
Just one Sunday afternoon
like everyone else –
always sunny
with picturesque skies.
My father once owned a convertible
and on these sun days
would ask me and my siblings
if we’d like to take a ride.
I always went,
clamouring for the front seat
to stretch out my legs
next to my father,
to smell him light a fresh
cigarette in the wishing wind,
watch the white lines
dash by,
listen to the road scream
under rubber tires,
blinded by birds flying
into the blaring sun,
and wonder why
my father would drive
staring ahead, straight down the road
in silence
whenever not answering us kids
with discipline or fiction or fact,
since every word was a question.
What was it
that made my father,
want to drive with no purpose
in mind
than to drive, stare at grey
for longer than any of his children
could bare, bored at the passing
tress and passing cars
passing time.
They say
the stone rolled away
and the zombie stepped out in glory
three days festering in cloth
and perfume, like a mummy
dressed for the ball.
I heard
a soldier died,
maybe two.
As time passed,
my father
lost the convertible
and we the dogwood trees
in the front yard,
the ones next to the driveway
that bloomed every spring.
We hid Easter eggs in those branches,
blooming limbs grasping yoke,
adorned in dye and anticipation,
would pass by them
on my father’s joy rides.
Just one Sunday afternoon,
like all the rest,
always skies and suns and winds,
maybe clouds, maybe rains,
maybe lost among the questions
become answers,
lost while driving, staring
at what’s left of the world ahead
with no purpose in mind.
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